An Inside Look

It feels like we’re getting really close to that magical moment of awakening for all of humanity. Lots of indications are pointing in that direction, not the least of which are visions I’ve seen over the past few days.

Something I read on a spiritual blog encouraged lightworkers to truly come to grips with how far we’ve progressed over such a short time, to have a good look inside ourselves, to understand the phenomenal spiritual steps we’ve taken.

It’s a great exercise, if you ask me.

Eighteen months ago I was clueless about dimensional layers and spiritual science and the Akashic Records and meditation and astral travel and conscious dreaming and Edgar Cayce and spirit guides and the ET origins of this gaggle of humans milling around on Earth.

I’m still mostly clueless on such a wide-ranging panorama of the exquisitely detailed and meticulously interwoven, fine structure of our universe but at least I’ve taken the proverbial “first steps on a journey of a thousand miles.”

And you know what? It feels really good.

I belong now. Not that I didn’t before, not at all, but things are different. I feel connected, plugged in, like I’m right in the middle of a passage from lower dimensional living to higher dimensional freedom and this journey is how we come to find out that we’re the universe.

That’s what we are. We’re the universe.

We don’t live IN the universe, we ARE the universe.

Decompose my body and return its elements, stretch my consciousness into thousands of different planes, venture up and down through varying dimensions and at the end of the day, it remains the same: I’m the universe. It’s what I am. It’s what everybody is.

Seven months ago I came across an artist of unimaginable ability, whose drawings and paintings  stunned me from the very moment I saw them. I imagined that a person of such skill would live in a world of art snobs and prissy, skinny, high-glamor people.

I have never, and I mean, NEVER, been so wrong in my entire life.

What has followed since getting to know this man, his world, his family and all they’ve been through is nothing short of marvelous. Along the way, others felt compelled to stop by and have a look around. Some became regulars.

I will live in eternal gratitude for these regulars. They are my spiritual family.

The blog and email discussions we’ve shared are voluminous and filled with such wisdom and insight, even the great philosophers would have to admit we know a thing or two about living from the heart and not the head.

Because of these people, the eccentric, wise, goofy and glib members of my spiritual family, I have come to understand who I am and what it means to be here; a spiritual being having a human experience.

If I had read this short essay two years ago, I would’ve claimed the writer to be a dingbat, a real fruitcake.

Now I know better.

What an amazing difference.

17 thoughts on “An Inside Look

  1. Karma007 says:

    If all you learned and all you knew was kept to yourself, what good would it do you if you couldn’t share? Just having a sounding board for what we all have researched and learned in our not so immediate past, is overwhelming at best.

    The provocative topics of why we are here, how we got here and where are we going from here is what every human should want to know. Not who’s dating who, what the latest gadget is or what’s in vogue.

    We lost ourselves over the last 200 years and it’s up to our generation to get everything back on track. Because we care about this planet and the beings on it, whether they are original settlers or from off world.

    I know we can all get along with different species, look we g et along with our pets, they can’t communicate verbally, but somehow we know what they want and need. Wouldn’t we have the same compassion for off worlders?

    Organized religion has separated us to the extent we have people who think they are better than us because of their beliefs, it’s done the opposite of what we have been taught about religion. Wasn’t the original concept to bring people together in spirituality?

    We will survive, and we will be able to pass on a philosophy of love and compassion. Not hate and loathing.

    Mike, you have given us a means to express ourselves when our closest friends and family refuse to hear our points of view and concerns about factions that are out to destroy mankind. Thank you, friend.

  2. Welcome to the Fruitcake Club my friend. Are you serving coffee or ice cream with yours….??

    Fruitcake can be delicious if made with lots of love, a good soaking of rum, and allowed to age after baking.

    • mike0v says:

      “Friend?” No.

      “Brother?” Yes.

      And I prefer coffee with my fruitcake. The good soaking of rum sounds delightful.

    • claudia says:

      I do enjoy my fruitcake with mixed nuts in them.. the more variety the better ..

    • mike0v says:


      I like fruitcake, too. Fruitcakes start to show up around Christmas-time and I always have a slice. Most people I know avoid them but I really like them.

  3. angelicview says:

    Yes! This is what “The Awakening” is all about! And it’s “Go Time”. It’s time to step into our power and reclaim our lives!

    ATTENTION: All you rule-breakers, you misfits and troublemakers – all you free spirits and pioneers – all you visionaries and non-conformists …
    Everything that the establishment has told you is wrong with you – is actually what’s right with you.

    You see things others don’t. You are hardwired to change the world. Unlike 9 out of 10 people – your mind is irrepressible – and this threatens authority. You were born to be a revolutionary.

    You can’t stand rules because in your heart you know there’s a better way.

    You have strengths dangerous to the establishment – and it wants them eliminated, So your whole life you’ve been told your strengths were weaknesses – Now I’m telling you otherwise.

    Your impulsivity is a gift – impulses are your key to the miraculous,

    Your distractibility – is an artifact of your inspired creativity,

    Your mood swings – reflect the natural pulse of life, they give you unstoppable energy when you’re high and deep soulful insight when you’re low,

    Been diagnosed with a “disorder”? That’s society’s latest way to deny it’s own illness by pointing the finger at you. Your addictive personality is just a symptom of your vast underused capacity for heroic, creative expression and spiritual connection. your utter lack of repression, your wide eyed idealism, your unmitigated open mind – didn’t anyone ever tell you?! these are the traits shared by the greatest pioneers and visionaries and innovators, revolutionaries, procrastinators and drama queens, activists on the social scene, space cadets and mavericks, philosophers and derelicts, business suits flying fighter jets, football stars and sex addicts, celebrities with ADD, alcoholics who seek novelty, first responders – prophets and saints, mystics and change agents.

    We are – all – the same – you know
    ‘cuz we’re all affected by the way –
    We are – all – the same – you know
    ‘cuz we’re all attracted to the flame –

    You know in your heart that there’s a natural order to life,
    something more sovereign than any man-made rules or laws could ever express.

    This natural order is called “the Way.”

    The Way is the eternal substrate of the cosmos. It guides the very current of time and space. The Way is known by some as the Will of God, Divine Providence, the Holy Spirit, the implicate order, the Tao, reverse-entropy, life-force, but for now we’ll simply call it “the Way.” The Way is reflected in you as the source of your inspiration, the source of your passions, your wisdom, your enthusiasm, your intuition, your spiritual fire – love. The Way takes the chaos out of the Universe and breathes life into it by reflecting divine order. The Way, when experienced by the mind, is genius, when perceived through the eyes is beauty, when felt with the senses is grace, when allowed into the heart … is love.

    Most people cannot sense the Way directly. … But then there are the Wayseers. The keepers of the flame. Wayseers have an unexplainable knack for just knowing the Way. They sense it in their very being. They can’t tell you why or how they arrived at the right answer. They just know it in their core. They can’t show their work. So don’t ask. Their minds simply resonate with the Way. When the Way is present, so are they.

    While others are blind to it, and society begs you to ignore it, “the Way” stirs you inside. Neurological repression blocks most people’s awareness of the Way – censoring all thoughts and impulses from the unconscious is their prefrontal cortex – the gestapo of the brain – nothing which violates its socialized programming even gets through; but your mind is different. your mind has been cracked wide open to the Way – by some miraculous genetic trait, some psychotropic chemical or maybe even by the will of your very soul, your brain’s reward pathways have been hijacked – dopamine employed to overthrow the fascist dictatorship of your prefrontal cortex – now your brain is free of repression, your mind free of censorship, your awareness exposed to the turbulent seas of the unconscious – through this open doorway divine light shines into your consciousness showing you the Way. This is what makes you a Wayseer.

    90% of human civilization is populated with those who’s brains are blocked to the Way. Their brains are hardwired to enforce the social programming indoctrinated since birth. Unlike you they cannot break out of this programming, because they have not yet experienced the necessary revolution of mind. These programmed people take social institutions and rules very seriously. Society is full of games programmed to keep peoples’ minds occupied so they will not revolt. These games often cause sick fixations on peculiar protocols, power structures, taboos and domination – all subtle forms of human bondage – This distinct form of madness is not only tolerated by the masses but insisted upon. The programmed ones believe in rules so forcefully they become willing to destroy anyone who violates them.

    Wayseers are the ones who call their bluff. Since Wayseer minds are free to reject social programming, Wayseers readily see social institutions for what they are – imaginary games. Wayseers comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable. Helping those who are lost in these games and refuse to help themselves is a calling of many Wayseers. Since Wayseers are the ones who keep contact with the original source of reality – they are able to disrupt societal conventions and even governments to realign humanity with the Way.

    The Wayseers are an ancient lineage. A kind of priesthood – carriers of the flame – ones “in the know.” There must always be Wayseers to reform the dizzying psychotic spinning gears of society – giant mindless hamster wheels obscuring the pure blue sky, keeping humanity shackled in a darkened cage – so Wayseers are called – to shed light on the madness of society – to continually resurrect the timeless transcendent Spirit of Truth –

    Wayseers reveal this divine truth by devoting themselves to the birth of some creative or disruptive act expressed through art or philosophy, innovations to shake up industry, revolutions for democracy, coups that topple hypocrisy, movements of solidarity, changes that leave a legacy, rebellions against policy, spirit infused technology, moments of clarity, things that challenge barbarity, watersheds of sincerity, momentous drives for charity
    We are – all – the same – you know
    ‘cuz we’re all affected by the way –
    We are – all – the same – you know
    ‘cuz we’re all attracted to the flame –

    This is your calling, Wayseer.
    You’ve found your tribe.
    Welcome home.>

    • Karma007 says:

      You are right on sister! Let your Freak Flag Fly…it’s the original people who will show the rest of humanity love, compassion and light.

    • mike0v says:


      Wow. I haven’t seen this before. Thanks for putting it here. I’ve read it twice already.

    • LidaV says:

      This is so perfect! It does tell why Bill does what he does…and how he has used his talent to its ultimate best.
      I always thought one of life’s greatest tragedies was when a true talent was overlooked and wasted in the pursuit of society’s expectations….just becuse that’s what you’r ‘supposed’ to do with your life. BS!!
      At least I was right about that. That’s ‘One’.
      …so Bill is a Wayseer.
      Thanks Shannon!!

    • Prior to the term “Wayseer” we were called “Way Showers,” “System Busters,” and that term so popular now; “Lightworker.”

      Whatever we are; we’ve been doing a damned good job of it!

    • Julia says:

      This is wonderful! It expresses so much of my life (and a few others that I know). No, we don’t always know how we know the truth, we just do. I’m so glad to be a part of the family!

  4. LindaS says:

    Other signs include – “You certainly think outside the box”, eye-rolls, deafening silence after you voice an idea, and, yet, the first person called in a crises. When you find others who think along similar lines and are genuinely interested (if not amused) with your ideas, you feel as though you are at home. So maybe home is where the heart is.

    • mike0v says:

      You know, I’ve never felt at “home” until now.

      I remember having an argument with my mom when I was a teenager. For some reason, I recall saying this to her, “I don’t know who I am!”

      For years I thought it was teenager angst that made me say that.

      Now I know the real reason.

  5. claudia says:

    The other day a dear friend was going thru a “dark night of the Soul” crisis and when he mentioned feeling completely lost, I thought to myself “welcome to the Club fred” !!

  6. Julia says:

    Mike, This is so right on. We know things, but don’t know why. We often do not fit into the mold (and that is a Good thing!) We find others with like thoughts & we learn more from each other. We can just feel how it should be. We share the love and the light, in spite of what others think. Thanks!

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